Hmmm...

It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. I find it kind-of funny, but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on and when you want to move on you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

Hmm....

DDRahahahaha...?!

I've been on a late-DDR streak recently (in my also recent DDR-obsession) and just a small update about last night's DDR-ing escapade.

I got 2 free gaaaames! I assume the people before me didn't know how to work the machine and wanted to get it on versus, so they ended up putting 3 $1 coins in (how much DDR is down west, awwwwsum!) and so, one game was already on when I was there - it was on heavy so obviously I failed that =__=;; Waaay wayy to hectic for a n00b like me T__T (FOR NOW BWHAHAHAH.)

So, once that ended there were still 2 credits in the machine. At first I was like "Am I dreaming? Are the DDR gawds repaying me for my constant repetition of songs?!" Hahah, but yes. There were 2 credits aka 2 free games!

... and as you can see, that was the highlight of my day. So I ended up playing 1 hour of DDR (or so, I had to wait a bit while other people played 1 game) for $3 instead of $5!

Hecks yeeeh. >8D!

DDR-ing happily,

Pheoniz.

Dance Dance Epic Fail.

Well, today I finally got out of being a couch potato and went to buy my milk (which I left at home T___T bootiful 3L of fresh yummy milk) and ended up spotting the DDR machine.

I look in my wallet, and bwahahahah... I had $1 (Yes, it was only $1 per play, $2 for 2 people >8D!). So I waited for my beloved DDR machine to be free of people... so I was shouted a game of Air-hockey... and another group of people went on the DDR machine.

So I waited again T___T. Then just before that person finished their 3rd round, I felt the urge to go to the toilet. So I ran ran ran all the way to the toilet (and lawl, they were the "far away" ones, not the close ones) and when I came back.. someone else had taken the DDR machine.

So I went first to buy my milk and then dragged Ron from Residence to go dance with me - and LO AND BEHOLD! there were more people on the DDR machines T___T

So we waited, all 4 stages for them to finish and YEEES I finally got on!

... and coming back to DDR after nearly 7 months of not doing it, I could do light. Still surviving.

Best feeling ever!! :D :D :D :D :D

... then I Diana called me and she exclaimed "You got tired on LIGHT!? Try HEAVY!!" *sigh*

Epic fail. T__T. However, it's so fuuun! and makes me move =__= So I will try to do it every weekday from now on! (because on weekends people can see me T__T)

DDR-obsessiving,
Geru.

P.S. ... from what I saw, "light" was the highest level -__- Everyone else had just done beginner. XD I can't be that bad!

Cause you're psycho.

Well,

I got back about an hour ago from watching Hannah Montana the Movie. Yes! I am serious, I watched it (: hehe but it was only $6 at Dumaresque (?) St Cinemas in Campbelltown so that was okay. However oh-em-eff-gee... there was this 28-yr-old-ish male sitting one seat on my left and everytime a song came up, he was singing it. Yes, thats right. Every. Single. Word. Part of me was "WOW! O_____O!" the other part was "Uh.. mate, WHYYYYY!?!?!?"

Anyway, it was a pretty good movie. Predicatable, yes, but... it's Hannah Montana and aimed at tweens? teeny boppers? What are they called now? However - although he is probably heaps younger than me. Rawr. Cutie. Though this is only in superficial-ness. I'd probably never go out with him, even if he was my age! >8D.

But yes. That was Hannah Montana.

Other news? I just got my exam results >8D! Whooooaaaa... Epic fail, by my usual standards. Although, now I know what I can achieve by sitting on my ass majority of the time and being a semi-sponge and seeing what I can absorb by doing nothing XD.

Next semester? BRING IT ON. Bwhahaahaha....!!

Until next time,
Pheoniz.

Eating my way to obesity!

Well, most of you would be thinking "N'duh". You eat, you get energy, that unused energy becomes fat, too much fat is called being obese.

Well, I do not want this. Obviously! T__T But recently since I've come back to residence, I've been craving something and I don't know what. Actually, I don't even know if I'm craving anything, I just feel urges to chew chew chew on ANYTHING. So anything I can get my hands on I have wanted to eat, BUT NO! I will refuse to eat it because I am bored! and because when I was thinking that I had just eaten about 30 minutes before.

I will also refuse free food from now. I would like to point out to the very few of you who actually read this blog of mine, how hard this is for me. Why?

1) The food is free
2) It is free food
3) People are willingly giving me food without payment

.... I see you understand my point, yes? XD Lolz.

Not only this, but I don't want to eat my way to unused energy (because on Residence, I spend my holidays as a couch potato, spending hours lounging in front of the Foxtel flicking channels, eating just because I'm bored and ... well yes, I should be doing University stuff but IT IS HOLIDAYS. So "pfft!" to that) because I enjoy camwhoring. Now.. you would ask, what does camwhoring have to do with you eating and gaining weight because you do nothing?

Because I am in a mutualistic relationship with my friend.

He likes taking photos and can't find anyone interesting/willing to take a photo of. I like having photos taken of me but my phone isn't very good at taking awesofantasmical shots. So we joined together and got shots like this:

Awesofantasmical right? XD Haha. I thought so too.

So from now... I, Geru will make a pledge, until August 8th-9th, I will not fall into cravings of eating every 30 minutes just because I'm bored. I will also try to do something, rather than sit around my house and be bored. Ditto? Deal.

Peace out and enjoy the super awesome photos,
Pheoniz.